I wish I could just pick something I want to do with my life already. I’m about to go off to college next year and I’m still unsure what I want to do. I tell everyone I want to be a filmmaker or film editor but I’m not sure if that’s something I can put my heart into. I love to help people and I want to do something that I can make a difference and I’m just not sure if I can by being a filmmaker. I tell people that’s what I want to be because I’m pretty good at but I have to wonder is being good at something enough to make me happy and want to do it because I don’t want to go off to college and just waste everyones time and money.

Feeling lost

Ever feel completely alone even when you are in a room full of people ? I live the better part of my life that way now I know and understand vary well that I have tons of people around me that love and care for me but I still feel completely alone at times